Listening to Annie

I found that I was constantly undercutting myself with my incessant perfectionism. I couldn't get it right and was doing a lot of self-sabotaging. I don't know why I do that! It isn't like I haven't been onstage before. I have sung in talent shows, played in jazz band, and performed with choirs. But playing rock onstage? It's my longest enduring fantasy. So why do I screw it up? Why do I quit?